It's been a long time since I've been a in foul mood! And yes I'm like so super unhappy right now ): A mishmesh of so many negative emotions - anger, disappointment, hopelessness, impatience etc etc. But Geri's maid told me to just be happy anyway. Good advice!

Before trying to think of happy things, let me rant first! (Obviously I won't rant about things that hurt me more deeply so this is going to sound like some bimbotic post)

1. Hello, pick up your phone please? Business is knocking at your door JUST ANSWER THE CALL! URGH. What horrible business ethics!

2. It doesn't help that all my little thrills nowadays come from retail therapy. Spotted a few things I want to buy, and urgh, my savings are depleting. VERY BADLY ): The second digit in my account dropped twice ): But I badly need a _ _ _ _ _ and a _ _ _ _ _ _ and CLOTHES OMG. I don't believe in Santa Claus by the way. I believe in buying the things I want by myself. Yeah.

Okay. Think happy things now!

I think every new life is just a display of God's magic. I haven't gotten over the excitement of EJT's birth (it's not a very nice acronym for Eva Jola Tan but Eva Jola Tan is such a long name!) It's so surreal actually. I can't believe that I was staring into a new life when I saw her. It's just.. indescribable. I look at EJT and I feel like I'm looking at a new leash of hope (: It's that amazing (: (okay maybe I'm a little bit idealistic here, wait till I look at diaper-changing right)

It's like magic, thank God for a new life (:

HELLO EVA JOLA TAN.

CHEERS TO LIBERATION (:

The girls in class explored Chinatown today and woah I think I've suddenly become much much more patriotic (: Singapore's such a beautiful and scenic place, no wonder it's such a tourist attraction! I'm glad we visit atypical places and eat cool stuff like snow ice! (:

I'm just hours away (:

Aneeeway, they say that the newborn girl looks like Geri! And since my parents always say that Geri looks like me, I assume that the newborn girl looks like me (: I can imagine that she's a very very adorable baby (: Can't wait to see her! Apparently she cries super loudly (: I'm excited to catch a glimpse of my new cousin!

LALALA I want to have kids of my own! But that will come ten years later! I don't even have to worry about not being able to get married because tadaaa look at how advanced technology is! Medical intervention in human procreation :D My grandpa says 10 years isn't a very long time hahaha! At least it'll come before his 80th birthday (: He'll be a great grandpa! In both senses of the word! (:

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here, the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

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There are ten thousand nice songs out there (: I can't embed this but watch here! And look at her boots!

Auntie Rachel gave birth last night (: I'm so excited! One more baby to play with (: I haven't carried a baby in ages!

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JACKETS JACKETS JACKETS. I want so many jackets that I can wear different jackets every day (: Most of all, I want a winter jacket/trench coat (: But yikes the best one I saw at F21 is so expenseeeve ): I shall grab winter jackets/ trench coats in TW/HK :D Woollen ones leather ones etc etc :D SO exciting!

STRESS but.

48 hours. And hopefully this will change my life.

I have no idea what these lyrics mean oO but I think they're kinda blasphemous. I like the song for its tune though! (:

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field

For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world

SMACK CLAP TWEET TOOT (: (And other silly games at Settler's with my dear friends)

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And my heart skipped a beat when Sylvia started singing 'To make you feel my love'. Omg, that's my favourite song (: And yeaah, it's because Kris crooned it so wonderfully (:

SHORT AND SWEET

1. Liberation, or uh, half way there (:
2. Kris Allen is OMG (: I totally adore him (:
3. Brother got me hooked onto Last One Standing. Believe me, it's a really good show.
4. All decked in pink (: and woops I broke my mum's bracelet ):
5. Shopping today was yay! I have an eye for cheap dresses and accessories.
6. Looking forward to tomorrow! XNXNXNXNXNXNXNXNXNNXNXNXN

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

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My uncle and auntie did something very touching today and I couldn't help but show my teary face in front of them. It's amazing, really.

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And omg, I have a silly friend.

orandum est ut sit mens sana in corpore sano says:
eeee
cannot ang moh!
cannot!
spoil the chinese bloodline

isabelle_low says:
why you so racist!!!

orandum est ut sit mens sana in corpore sano says:
xiang dang nian

isabelle_low says:
mixed children very pretty okay

orandum est ut sit mens sana in corpore sano says:
wo men de zhu zhong
chao yi pan mian
zhi mai wu mao qian
ehh wrong story